Julia K Cole

NEWS FLASH:  Try as I might I have NO fucking control over how any one feels.  Therefore, I can't, in good conscious, take responsibility for said feelings of said others.    And believe you me, if I could control others' feelings the world would be a happier place.  Everybody, and I do mean EVERY BODY, would get along.   But I have no control over any of that.   Reason being is  (1) that mind control machine I got off Ebay does NOT work!  And I can't get a refund because I kinda, sorta, okay I wore out that button that says PUSH HERE.    And (2)...  duct taping people to cacti in the middle of the desert appears to be illegal in all 50 states. Not really sure why.  Something about kidnapping, torture, inhumane treatment and cruelty to wildlife (I was told coyotes can't really digest people. It makes them very sick--the coyotes not the people).  Go figure!  And that whole idea of...

Your awakening process parallels your physical stages of life and all that goes along with it.  Conception Gestation Birth Infant - Toddler Young Child - Early Adolescence Late Adolescence - Early Adult Mid-Late Adulthood *~*~*~*~* Birth, Infant and Toddler Stages There is a longing that nags you off and on.  The restlessness and interrupted sleep only adds to the yearning.  There doesn't seem to be anyone close to you that truly understands what you're going through.  In fact, they've advise you to see a doctor.  No doubt you're going through the change.  Or you just need to get out more.  Or maybe try this new diet or that new diet.   You go to the doctor, they tell you there isn't anything physically wrong with you.  Or they tell you you just need to get more exercise and rest.  You go to a mental health specialist and they can't offer you any assistance that really rings true in your heart.  This is not to say ...