The Empress on 2011: Final Thoughts

In my final thoughts on 2011, I am reminded of those I said good bye this past year. Interestingly enough, there weren’t that many. And I say that because -- in years past, the number of people I said good bye to were in the triple digits. But 2011, the numbers dwindled down to the single numbers. On February 7, 2011, my mother passed away . After almost a year, I still can’t figure out how I feel about that. Having been estranged from her for so long, coupled with the fact that I am a medium, it’s really difficult to decipher my feelings on her physical death. A huge part of me, however, is relieved that she is no longer suffering. I don’t like seeing anyone in any kind of pain. My mother left behind a legacy of confusion. It’s how she lived her life -- so it’s only fitting that her death would reflect the same. The world around me actually mirrors my mother in so many ways -- too ...